P is for....;

essentially all painkillers are paracetamol.
if only painkillers could numb the pain from countless heartbreaks.
and mend the heart back to its original shape.
and prepare it for yet another impending heartbreak.
one by one, indellible stains of those tainted memories are left behind.
and they can't be erased but they are hidden from sight, but kept in the most inner chambers of the heart.
such a stupendous creation, congratulations my fairest lady.

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the truth is now acceptable?
blind faith and false hopes. just when you start to have some hope in humanity, someone just comes along and splashes you with a bucket of cold water.
come on, motherfucker! shine some light or light yourself ablaze. save me from this black and hopeless feeling.

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i hate to ask people whether they are okay or not,
half hearted 'yeah im alright' replies
are not particularly encouraging
those demons will still find you and
eat you up
thank you for trying to not burden me with your problems
hate me today, hate me tomorrow
i care that's why i asked
seriously, what can i do when you are not okay?!

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ridiculous when you let your mind wander! look at all these crap.