sigh2.

Pretty bad week for me even though it is only wednesday. Got sick at monday, thanks to the flu virus and zhenwei lol. Didn't feel like going to school but went ahead anyway. On last friday , we got scolded for some fucked up reason, which i do not wish to elaborate. We got wronged for the wrong reason, and it pissed me off alot. What the hell? What they say is only "assumes" i guess. Did they really found out the reason? I doubt so. The feeling of getting scolded for the wrong reason sucks.
Anyway, got sick and wasn't able to concentrate in school. Bah, i never listen to the teachers, never concentrated once. Coughs, sniffs and a fever, but went to cha yuan anyway. Can't type chinese in this computer...Anyway, cha yuan is somewhere people gather around to appreciate and drink tea. It is located somewhere in Neil Road, which is very near to where i'm currently staying. Making tea or brewing tea, i hope i'm using the correct word, is quite, elegant i think. We learnt the origins of mid-autumn festival firstly, and how to make mooncakes. Then came tea. After we were taught, we were given time to have a snack. Mooncake, cream puff and some kacang thingy were given to us to eat. We also had the chance to brew the tea ourselves. It was quite fun, just that there was monkeys that didn't know how to appreciate chinese culture. I felt quite sad to see them, drinking the tea in one big gulp, instead of three sips to truly taste the tea.
Everything's not going my way...sigh...

Two periods of chinese today...needed to do some mini test. She said it was sec3 chinese and it certainly seemed easy. She said this and i thought about what she said on wednesday. Apparently, our school made a rule, that this year overall chinese 70% then sec3 can continue taking HCL, i think if i'm not wrong. In addition, chinese 70% then can take triple science. It certainly sounds weird. Chinese for science? I rather it be english cause we are answering the questions of science in english, not chinese. Very weird indeed. Besides that, 70% for HCL next year is hard for some people...I'm confident that i can take HCL but triple science dream busted so HCL got 70% or not not my concern anymore.
Anyway, final years edging closer, gotta go study soon. Soon, there will be studies and studies. I've played enough i think, time to curb myself. Concentrate, focus on studies. Can't aforrd any slip ups.
Reclaming my place in the top10.

Muster parade was held last friday. Finally promoted to corporal hehe. The parade was in the empty space near the canteen as it was supposedly, going to rain, but in the end it didn't rain -.-. The parade was definitely short because of the limited area used. Things like march in and march past was scraped off, unfortunately. Not fun being in Guard-Of-Honour because there wasn't any march past or march in at all zzz. Oh ya, i got my precious campcraft badge finally hehe. Marching to get the badges and ranks was also awkward and weird. The parade ended with a "bersurai" instead of a march past so sigh. Congratulations to those who promoted, and don't be sad try again harder next time i know you can do it to those who were unlucky.
Heard there's LINKIN PARK concert. Going to be held on november13, at indoor stadium. Anyone wanna go? hehe tickets price range from $68 to i don't know how much. Taking the $68 seats with bentley and sq, maybe edison or some other people who are not confirmed yet. We are going to book soon to ensure we get the seats we want. Hehe, linkinpark, my favourite band, not going to miss this concert for anything in the world. If i missed this, i wonder when is gonna be the next concert held in singapore. Hopefully, there's no training on that day or any briefing.
Countdown to LINKIN PARK concert!

Science Project

Such a shit project. The science project. Wasted money, time and loads of stuff on it. For a measly 5% of the SA. What the fuck. Fucking pissed. I tried to do my best for this project and it only gives me 5%. Makes it like not worth it to do. Fucked up.

Disappointment

Sigh, third day of school and here comes disappointment. Need to get 86.5 to get an overall of 75 for science. It seems impossible for me to achieve that. I hate myself for not working hard enough. I hate myself for being so laid back and slacking for term2. And there goes my chance of getting in a triple science class. My own mistakes has came back to haunt me. Definitely, i would really like to get to a triple science class, not only for me, but i think that my parents would also be proud of me if i manage to get into one.
Now, i've resetted my goal. That is to achieve all As for my subject, distinction. At least it is a kind of consolation for me. Now, i shall work hard for the future. Work harder for the goals that i made. It is too late for regrets now.

Its been pretty long time since i last blogged, so here goes.
Bicultural scholar award finally came to an end. Didn't make it to the finals but at least i got selected. Teacher told me i almost got into hte finals but i didn't hope to get in. I don't have the guts to stand in front of everyone to give a speech. Anyways, it has finally came to an end and i congradulate the winners.
Got back report books. I must say i am quite happy with myself. All As. Did pretty well this time. Fared badly last time. Never mind, pick myself up again and study hard for final years. Hope to get into the same class next year with majority of the class. I think its nearly impossible. Need to start all over again next year. Make new friends. Find another place that i belong. I hate that kind of feeling. I hate making new friends. I hate socialising. I just want to get to know people that i know. I don't need too much friends. Went into seperate ways during primary6. Secondary2 again. Secondary4 again. What's with the education system man. So many seperations. Bored of that, tired of that, sick of that.
Group IT project was posted on youtube! Credits to sq for uploading it. First attempt on making a video. I think its quite okay, just need some preparing and organisations and we did last minute works. We always do last minute works. Video can be found on sq's blog.
Holidays. So much homework. So much projects. I just want more time to spend with my family. Year ends' gonna be busy sigh...