So tiring!
Yet the numerous analogies do manage to lift up the crippling spirits, even though it might be short-lived.

The last three weeks, likened to a 100metre sprint. Yes, it sounded apt to me. Not all those who had an impressive start, not all those who had built up an unassailable lead over the first 50metres or 75metres will win the race for sure. They just have, a higher chance than me. I still have these few weeks left to make up for lost ground.
Even if I don't win, I'll be happy as long as I manage to complete the race unscathed.
Maybe a 6A1s? I presume I am not asking for too much.


Regardless of whatever we do in the future, no matter how irrelevant phy/chem/maths/geog/hist is/are to our future professions, let's give our full effort in these last few weeks. I'll run alongside you, root for you, cheer you on and motivate you if I have to.
COMRADES.

Sometimes, the lyrics of certain songs are so beautifully written.
Subtle yet impactful, meaningful but brutally true.

掌声落下- 苏打绿

比夜还深的黑里众星都阵亡
无数饥渴的瞳孔比月还要亮
自我满足的欲望比梦还要想

隔着萤幕成了英雄
用距离埋葬真相
且让谁为你鼓掌

天就快亮
键盘不停敲响仿若演奏唢呐
只要拥有假象我们就有希望
天花乱坠荒唐都像国色天香
你的我的他的她的谁都一样

躲在拟的世界谁也都伟大
毋须负责的说法讲起来最爽
践踏别人的小丑都成了偶像

有了帐号才敢狂妄
在自慰的舞台上
让同流与你击掌

天就快亮
再来更多视窗不睡也都不怕
只怕醒来以后又是苦痛挣扎
都有魔鬼力量更有天使长相
你的我的他的谁的地狱和天堂

天都已亮
键盘就像唢呐兴高采烈奏响
只要拥有假象前途无可限量
天花乱坠荒唐吐露绝色芬芳
你的我的他的她的谁都一样
再来更多视窗不睡也都不怕
只怕醒来以后又是三千乱发
不管地狱天堂撒旦也都不怕
只怕生活以后王子打回青蛙

So there he hides behind his screen, rejoice in his anonymity while assuming his many pseudonyms. Is he afraid of the reality, or unable to face his past mistakes and move on? I do not know.

F1 ROCKS!

Long queue....
But I just came back from sodagreen's autograph signing session at Bugis. It was so awesome. And I shook their hands. The feeling was... indescribable.

It was like, they looked at your eyes, shook your hands, thanked you for supporting them. All of it coming from their hearts... Of course I said 'Thank you' too. The warmth of their hands still remains...




whoopeee.

sodagreen are coming to Singapore...
There will be an autograph signing session on Wednesday.



And I feel like going.

If Eduardo is banned 2 matches for diving,
Adebayor should be banned xx matches for a malicious attack on Van Persie. Besides the stomp, he made other dangerous challenges in the match. Talk about video replays and Eduardo fiasco, come on.

And finally, which guy, unless he is full of vengeance, deprived of attention, lacks sportsmanship, would run the full length of a pitch to celebrate a goal he scored (at the wrong end)?

What a pity Arsenal lost to Manchester City. At least Rosicky demonstrated his 'Little Mozart' abilities.

I'll reward myself with sodagreen's latest album when I am done with prelim 3. Regardless of how terrible I perform for it.



如果有梦，请温柔的推翻这个世界~

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I see people are working hard. I see people are putting in effort. I see people fretting over their futures, the uncertainties. It is commendable. While I am rotting away.

So I ask myself. Do(Will) I have a goal in life?
I used to have goals. Under the illusions that being good in science would augment a comfortable life, I dreamt of being a chemical engineer, a doctor, a chemist or a dentist. Every parent would, ideally, want their child to succeed in life. To be a doctor or lawyer, to have a monthly salary that pays off nicely, to provide a good life to the family, himself. That is the perfect ideal situation.

However, I realised I do not have any sustainable interest in the field of science. Enough to ensure I pass my exams to ensure my promotion to the next grade, just sufficient to enable myself to obtain a graduation certificate (yes, the finish line is just ahead).
While my brother can easily shoot out profound words like some lactobasiasdasdasa, I couldn't be bothered with what/how you actually pronounce it. I doubt I will have much association with academic science in the near future.

So I asked my mother. Is it okay for me to do whatever course I want when I go to university?
Her response was reassuring. She thinks I will choose whatever that is the better for myself in the future. But I'll still do my better.
Not everyone can possibly give his best for every attempt right?

It is such a pity that you don't really see the humorous, interesting side of me often. You can't know how funny I am.


I had a chat with my mother. Boy...she sure has some unwavering comments about some particular issue. Always so persistent lol.


I went to comex with sihua and edison. Don't mind edison's teleportation and flying in and out stories. He is too 'normal', maybe over the top kind of normal. (But I actually mind.) It is getting irritating as the days go by. I think I'll have a talk with him sometime, some day. Back to the main topic, I wish I bought the iriver together with sh! Music phones have short battery life apparently.

On the other hand, sodagreen's summer themed album is out! Their first album was simply...fantastic!

First attempt: failed in making a proper rolled tamago.
I think there was too much oil and the flame was too intense for the egg to be cooked the way I want it. And I didn't roll it up properly. Oh well, better to learn from my mistakes.
First roll was too thin and too...large.
Second roll was okay buy too small.
Man I need to work on the proportions next time.
Can't possibly blame the image quality, I was reluctant in uploading it in the first place :(

I quote, from a manga that I've been reading for the past two days.

If you take a step forward,
I have a feeling something will change
And
Something good will happen!

I really enjoyed the manga. And it has taught me new things, brought me to view things at a new perspective.
And I can draw some parallel examples of it to my life too. Let's hope I'll have a happy ending, just like the particular manga ^^

Cheers.

"I guess I do hate you after all."
ouch

I'll change myself, to change your decision.
I guess I really changed
after that particular awkward expression.

I won't give up
Stubbornness and persistence keeps me going on.

Goddamned expectations :(

And wow, I've found many emo blogs today but none to my liking :x

I can't find the correlation between hair length and grades after so many years... Could someone else enlighten me please?