ahhhh
ahhhhh

you're just a call away from listening to me breaking down.

i don't care whether i'll see you again, but
it was nice knowing you.
being dramatic and making a big hoohah over it,
is just fake, like the movies.
make a quiet entrance, end it off wth a poof like Bilbo,
but please don't leave me guessing where you're off to.
maybe it was a mistake in the first place, but
i enjoyed repeating the same mistake over and over again.
sorry, i just hate to get my hopes high, and
watch it sink into the water and rest on the seabed in record timing.
sorry, this world is getting crowded and noisy,
i doubt my existence will have any significance, and
i need to fuck off for awhile.
if you don't find me alive one day,
just say you did.

***
to end off on a happier note,
sodagreen concert was just brilliantly awesome.
pure enjoyment for your ears with the funny talking parts beatifully arranged pieces and the ever-so-awesome voice of qingfeng. two encores were not enough though :)
to all those who missed it, you should try to catch their next show!
hope the wait wouldn't be too long.

xx