Monday, November 29, 2010

All that jazz
just sounds boring and pointless without you.

Friday, November 26, 2010

You know it.

You can run away with me anytime you want.

what a special memory :)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

WE ARE THE KIDS FROM YESTERDAY...

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summertime... just listen to it.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Sometimes you just want your brain to explode as fast as possible so that whatever that ever happens, does not really happen at all. The less pain it would bring, the better it would be.

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And that's why I love Alice In Wonderland.
We're all mad here.
Curiouser, curiouser.
The quotes all apply, don't they?

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I can't help but question myself, 'what is the real intention of telling a story?'
I mean, you can't be fucking sure how true, valid, concrete the story is, because you don't even know what the fuck is happening/has happened. You can only listen to whoever is telling the story. And when you try to evaluate it, your stand might have already been influenced by the perspective of the story. And then you pass a fucking judgment, which could be a death sentence or something else which I am in no mood to think of. And then it's a done deal! Case closed. Nothing could ameliorate this situation.

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I can't help but think of Phantom Of The Opera right now.
masquerade; paper faces on parade.

So fucking apt.
Thanks for all the fake faces you put on and all the shit I had to get through. I'm so damn sure whatever doesn't kill me, makes me stronger.

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It really makes me wonder, how long you need to see the true colors of a person.
If four years were not enough, then I wonder what will save us from all this trickery fakery suckery whatever flying fuck which I do not care about anymore.

Unless you're kidding with me, sorry I am not even interested at all. Not anymore. It just got so disturbing and disgusting that it just hit a new fucking high on the 'what the fuck index'. Fuck it. Don't ask me why, how, what, when, which, because honestly, it just disgusts me.

Unless you're telling me she is the one/the one you're gonna live your life out with/the one and only/the only unique one/the one made for you/your Juliet/your soulmate/ your bitch/ your angel, then please, stop all this circus. Or you could, if you may, fuck off from me.

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Seriously, I have so much more to rant about but I don't think it is healthy to be thinking of other people's problems at this hour which could potentially become my problem but I think it has already became my problem due to the fact that I was a part of group of so called friends. And maybe because I really care.

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Love has no right or wrong(?).

You have changed so much. Maybe I have changed too. But the change has been so drastic, so ugly, that I can't even recognise you anymore.

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But nah, we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad.

Friday, November 19, 2010

I will never ever forget yesterday. And the stupid embarrassing stuff I did today lol.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Please don't be in love with someone else.

bullshit man.

Monday, November 15, 2010

I used to have night terrors when I was 7 years old.
I was so afraid to sleep because these nightmares were suffocating me, choking me, preventing me from breathing. It was as if my nose stopped working and ...I woke up gasping for air every time.

It wasn't easy to not sleep. It wasn't easy to say goodbye to dreams.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

I heard that...

Linkin Park wants to talk to you.

Oh man, I just wanna fuck off now.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

I'll just go to sleep when life confuses me.

And I am really fucking confused right now.
Please, please, please. I am undeserving of your sympathy. Leave me alone.

Monday, November 08, 2010

Sunday, November 07, 2010

sweet holy mother of god...

what kind of shithole did I get myself into this time?

I hope no shitstorm will stir up this time.
In other news, I can't wait for WDC to start!

Friday, November 05, 2010

The past...

still haunts me.

Would you want to relive the past? I honestly do not mind. I don't mind going through the torment of O Levels again, I don't mind going through scoldings and bunch of punishments in my NPCC uniform all over again, I don't mind playing soccer after school albeit under the hot sun, I seriously don't mind.

But, fuck no, I can't do that.

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Gahh, I hate to fall sick on a day which is so fucking hard to describe in one word.

Monday, November 01, 2010

Imagine one day, everyone in the world stops hiding things from other people. They stop keeping quiet. They stop hiding secrets and opinions.

Then, they decided to announce it to everyone. They let it all out.

That would be blissful. Everyone being honest to each other. No hard feelings, dude.