Sunday, October 28, 2007

stunned.

Second day of the holidays. Bored totally. Read a ex-classmate's blog.

Stunned by what he labeled the rest of the class as "cheapos". Shocked by his arrogance shown in his words. Not the first time. Don't even try, to ask for forgiveness. Not the first time. No more second chance. Like it or not, I don't regard you as a classmate anymore. Just some stranger. Don't expect a greeting from me, even if we meet. Dream on if you want one. Not the first time, you tried to draw the line between the high class and "coffee house hedonists". Pfft, disgusted you were part of 2-5. Let us not cross paths. I'll treat you as though you are transparent.

Haha, seems like the rest of the class who didn't do English Literature for next year got backstabbed. Pfft, I guess that a lot of us in 2-5 can do English Literature, just that we do not have that interest. Assuming that we aren't active?

You smart alec, too smart to be a triple science student already? Live in your own world, I won't interfere anymore.
Back to the other stuffs, I hope I can work during the holidays, just that my mom don't allow. zzz. Gonna play GuildWars. Anyone wanna join? :D
suteki da ne.

Friday, October 26, 2007

ends.

Last day of school, last day together as a class, probably the last day we get to see each other, make fun of each other, hate each other or even enjoy our time together. Secondary two going secondary three, the class seperates. Good or bad? I have mixed feelings about this. Whether i've hated you or not, you are still part of 2-5, a fact that remains unchanged. I can hate you, detest you, ignore you, but you are still my classmate. You are part of 2-5, a class that will remain in my memories.
Good. Finally, you who i hate is finally gone, away because we take the different subject combinations. I know i won't be in the same class as you. You and I have different ideals. From now on, we go our own seperate ways. I stay here, doing the things i like, be it low class or not, be it whether you like it or not, i'll continue. Let us not cross paths and spoil my life. You can continue doing your own things, i won't interfere. I couldn't care less even if you don't like me.
Sad. The class was together for 2 years after all. We've been through thick and thin, numerous scoldings, for the right and wrong reasons, misunderstandings, assumptions by smart alecs. Two years ends and we go. If only they won't change the classes. What's wrong with that? I wish you good luck buddy. May you succeed in your future endeavors. May the class remain in your memories.
No more soccer, no more lunch, no more copying of homework, no more sharing of the deepest secrets or fears, no more laughing at each other, no more calling people names and making them feel bad.
Last day of school, the results doesn't matter, i just hope that the class i get posted to is good, with people i know and i can get along with. It seems impossible to survive in a new enviroment for me. Interacting with others seems impossible. I get more enemies than friends. Hard to get along with people. Trying to make new friends is probably the hardest thing i can do.
Too much to say, too hard to express. suteki da ne.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Happy Birthday.

First of all, happy birthday to my dad. Bought a Rod Stewart album for him, hope he likes it. End of Years finally over, gonna go work to earn some pocket money for luxury items.
End of Years were pretty okay, can't believe my english actually got a distintion. The rest were okay to me...although other people did well, i am still contended with my own results.
Post exam activities, one star kayaking course. I didn't know how to swim so i was very afraid of kayaking. Went ahead with it anyways. Luckily, we had a PFD or else i would have regretted coming for this course. Learnt a lot of stuff, basic kayaking strokes, capsize drill and t-rescue. Capsize drill was very scary. Needed alot of courage to capsize to come out of the water after tapping three times on the hull. I didn't really dared to do it, but I had no choice. Did it three times before i passed. I didn't feel like going to the second day after that. If the next day was capsize drills again, i would have pon. Luckily, sebastian smsed me and it prompted me to turn up for the second day. Finally, managed to complete the course and officially a one star kayaking holder.
Another post exams activity was inter class games. However, it was not worthy of mention as it was marred with controversies and fights almost broke out. The lil fag decided that wearing soccer shoes wasn't enough and he started to slide people to show off his skills, which i seriously doubt that he has any of them. Disappointing scoreline, I wanted to wahck that guy so much. But nevermind. Anyway, the class got third in the end if i'm not wrong.
Went to bentley's house also, damn fun. A PS3...fucking leet. Enjoyed playing Ridge Racers.
A bunch of camps coming, hopefully it would be fun.

Monday, October 01, 2007

MUGGING!

The mugging season started long ago for some people, well mine just started last saturday.
Last saturday, zhenwei, sq and me went to the national library to mug. Did some maths then gave up. Went to study geography instead. I managed to finish book 2a. Honestly, i prefer to study in groups as we get to share our knowledge with each others and maybe others will correct your mistakes if there is any. Studying alone, unless you have taken down and listened correctly in class, having a mistake uncorrected will kill yourself, unknowingly. Studying alone shows that you are selfish, as you are unwilling to share your knowledge with others, in my point of view.
Slacked for the whole sunday as i was "tired" after saturday. lolz. Too long never study...that's bad...
MONDAY. Went to macs with jackson, sq, and edmund to finish off a maths paper. Took four hours to finish the paper. Got stuck at a particular question oftenly. Luckily there was four of us and we were able to solve the questions. I don't think i could finish the paper if i solo-ed.
Two more days. I'm already dreaming of what i'm gonna do after they final years. I rather dream than face reality, sadly. Gotta plan a schedule.
Tuesday : Geography Book 2c
Wednesday : English, check up on the formats
Thursday : Chinese, formats
Friday : SLACK.
Saturday and Sunday : Science and Geography and Maths.
That's the plan. Hopefully i would be able to have the discipline to follow this schedule.
Running out of time now. Sad to say, but i hope everyone will do well this time, BUTBUT, i do hope those conceited/arrogant/over-competitive will get a taste of humble pie this time :D.