I shall be nice :D

But seriously, I am afraid of emo people. I don't know what their mind is going through.
I prefer to laugh my way through and try to think of the good times and funny stuff.
Don't get the wrong impression too.

I try to not be insensitive and not serious.

What's the point? What's the point? What's the point? What's the point? What's the point? What's the point?



Stretch your horizons.

I usually don't put my msn status as busy. Therefore when I change it to busy, it means I'm really busy.

However, even though I am right in front of my computer, I still like to put my status as 'Away'.


Because I am forever drifting and dreaming.

WOAH!

Life sucks.


So far, only huangcheng is fun.



or or maybe I should apply for transfer.

it will make the world a better place.

The four cities that I would love to live in in the future for at least 3months, not more than 2 years:
Tokyo
New York
London
Copenhagen

However, as I am writing this, Seoul, Paris, Rome, Berlin, San Francisco and more come screaming into my head.

I guess this is a sort of aspiration, a dream that I hope I can fulfill in the future, when I am old enough to earn my own living and provide myself with accommodation and food. I'm only 17 this year, still yet to decide on my future profession, but here I am, making such a near impossible dream: living a nomadic lifestyle.

But I guess, everyone has to make their way down to Tokyo to experience the metropolitan lifestyle+gastronomical delights, to New York to experience the lifestyle of the best and glamorous(sounds like LA), to London to experience a unique blend of traditional and modern lifestyle and to Copenhagen to find out why people are so happy with their own lives and the bike lifestyle at least once in a lifetime.

I'm just someone who dreams alot and most of the dreams are simply ridiculous.
But I'll still continue dreaming, it keeps the nightmares away, it keeps the hopes high, it keeps life more interesting, it keeps me from thinking that I'm living a mundane and pointless life.


What is a life without dreams and laughter?


xx

My dear Canon Powershot G11,

When will I be able to hold you in my hands, with my skin touching your beautiful elegant case? When will you be mine???


xx

dum da la dum da la.... doo dooo doooo.....

We're all going down, but I'm trying to be happy, trying to be optimistic, trying to not be pessimistic.


***

Everyone is going to change eventually.

It is just that how well are we going to handle it? It is a fact that no one can avoid. Be it a subtle but delightful change for the better, or an obvious but ugly drop of attitude/behaviour, a change is not always welcomed.


And I've made probably one of my biggest mistakes in life yet... I am so drained of making choices, especially life breaking game changing decisions.

I am going to drown in the sea.
I am going to crash into the wall.
I am going to fall from the tree.
But almost everyone makes mistakes? The important lesson is always during from the process of failing, but failure is an excuse for not trying hard enough.

Where did you go? Where did you go?


To summarize: fuck it.

From 1 tab, it went 10+ tab ranging from topics on eukaryotic cells to ATP to more organelles.



I'm on my way to biology nirvana.

When I say hello to you, will you reply back to me?

More often than not, I am trapped in this dilemma in an everyday situation. I see people, and I hesitate to wave to them or say hello.

Firstly, when I wave to you, will I be in your line of sight? Will you spot my foolish and silly actions? I do not want to appear as dumb or whatever in front of other people. I do not like to be rejected too. It could be some personality trait in me, but somehow, I detest the feeling of getting rejected. I doubt anyone likes to get ignored either, too.

Secondly, sometimes I just want to act cool and try to appear to not take the initiative.

Thirdly, read the first point again.


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argh, schedule so packed.

Thank you for your wonderful time.

INFP Questor: These people are idealistic, self-sacrificing, and somewhat cool or reserved. They are very family and home oriented, but don't relax well. High capacity for caring. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 1% of the total population.

丢掉名字的回忆再没有意义

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OG28 is the champion of OG games.

Sadly, we are splitting up tomorrow...

I'm such a sentimental person nowadays...