With an unusable computer at your side, there are limited things you can do with it.

Firstly, you can send it for repairs, which I am still contemplating and considering. The sheer thought of a geeky dude searching through my files simply send chills down my spine.

Secondly, you can sit on it, sleep over it, do anything but not repair it. For that case, I will have scrap metal occupying the space on the table even though the microchips inside it used to cost hundreds.

Thirdly, you can try to experiment and fix it yourself. Definitely not for the faint hearted and impatient. It takes time to really find out the problem and find a plausible solution to rectify the problem.

Lastly, you can cry over it, complain over it and whine about it. And still do nothing. I still believe it is a blessing in disguise. More time for PSP games then.

Either way, it is damn pissing when you have to share a personal computer. Not that it is mine to start with, but... I would really love to own a laptop now.

My wrist still hurts, reminiscent of last year's NPAP. I had injured my wrist around that time too.

I'll never forget being on the receiving end. And thus, I shall claim the long overdue debt from you. You'll never know when I am going to strike.

Lack of blogpost is mainly due to the current Korean craze. Once I am done with my dramas, I am sure I will post as frequent as possible. Possibly, more aware and mature.

Till then./

All of a sudden, life seems so bleak when you are without your own personal computer. I would really like an i7 Intel inside for a laptop. But the price has got to be... extravagant I guess. However, the lappy, the iPhone, the Crumpler can wait. It is a mindless pursuit for the more expensive brand anyway.

A more pressing issue is... POP. Will it be a poignant affair? Or just something to be left behind and move on and forgotten? The friendships that were forged, I do hope it lasts.

On the other hand, Boys Over Flowers is so damn nice to watch!

MY MOTHERFUCKING COMPUTER IS HANGING ON A THREAD. I THINK IT IS GONNA FUCKING DIE OUT SOON. DAMN IT. IT JUST FUCKING HANGS EVERY TIME I SWITCH IT ON.

what the fuck.

Lack of blogposts recently is partly due to my computer crashing. It really is frustrating to end up with a blue screen after hours of net surfing or drafts for different things. On the bright side, it is a good way for me to focus on other aspects of life. Maybe it is time to work hard for my dreams?

On the other hand, I managed to finish all my homework for one of the few times in my life. I can sleep peacefully finally! If you would kindly exclude physics from the list. I was flipping through the pages of the textbook and ended up with blanks eventually. So what the heck.

The swearing in of the Secondary 1 cadets was last week, the passing out of the Secondary 4 batch entails. It had been a wonderful experience. Like a roller coaster ride, it was full of ups and downs. Like a ferris wheel ride, it was incredible to share the experience with your squadmates.

You Never Know - Clazziquai
Give it a try, it never hurts.

Reserved for furthur expansion.

Today is definitely memorable. The poignant feeling again.

Thank you Mr. Yong for the ride to Kembangan Station.

If ignorance is bliss, I would embrace that notion.
If curiosity killed the cat, my own curiosity killed myself.

You snooped around like a detective. Then you found evidence and the gist of the issue. And you draw your own conclusions. And you wish you were wrong.

I was astonished and amazed at what I was reading. Whatever text were in front of me, I felt disgusted right after reading it. I wished I just did a cursory glance and went on to the next page. Guess not.

It is definitely not plebian. I did not realised it was happening all around us. And I thought I was desperate. I am sure the relationship will not work out. I am sure I will be perpetually disturbed from now on. The mention of the names might just make me puke. No offense.

Luckily, she is always in my thoughts.
Luckily, she kept me waiting.
I want to share my first ferris wheel ride with her. Eye of London or Singapore Flyer, whichever would do. If only, if only.
I wonder how she is faring.

On the contrary, I question my own sanity.