Sometimes, I'm just tired of smiling, tired of putting up that face to tell you that I'm okay. Fact is, I'm not. I feel so sick every time I see. The tingling feeling just bites me and I feel disgusted; this cannot go on. I really would like to wipe that smile from my face because I know I am not being myself. I would like to be myself, I'm not willing to put up with this facade anymore.