//bloody gum stop bleeding

I'm done for.
What a fucking shit mess created.

I miss old My Chem, but it doesn't mean I don't like their recent stuff. They're all great, just that the old stuff seemed more raw, albeit all the long song titles. The fascinating thing that I like about My Chem is that somehow I could connect to whatever they're singing. Like some healthy way of releasing emotions, not lather the penknife with your own blood or smoke or something else gruesome.

I'm somehow forcing myself into a dilemma that only has one possible conclusion. And this isn't healthy at all.

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On another note, this year is gonna be a good year.