Tuesday, April 05, 2011

Before I pull the trigger,

I have always wanted to experience the feeling of getting hit by a car. Sometimes I feel like running into an incoming car and see what happens afterwards.

I keep wondering and wondering, but how much more wondering will it ever become real?


I won't say I didn't see this coming and I did know it was gonna happen anyway.

I am so disappointed with myself, I thought it would never ever happen again.
Definitely not in the right state of mind to write my TAG application form.
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'Such a man is like a dreamer who wakes from a dream of grief to a greater sorrow yet. All that he loves is now become a torment to him. The pin has been pulled from the axis of the universe. Whatever one takes one's eye from threatens to flee away. Such a man is lost to us. He moves and speaks. But he is himself less than the merest shadow among all that he beholds. There is no picture of him possible. The smallest mark upon the page exaggerates his presence.'

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