In four years time, the Olympics will be held in London.
In four years time, everything will change.
In four years time, I might be studying in a university already.
In four years time, I might have a boring job, rotting away in the shop.
In four years time, only God knows what the future holds.
In four years time, I might not know you and you might not know me.
In four years time, will we still be friends?
In four years time, will you hestitate to call my name out?
In four years time, will I ever see you again?
Life is full of possibilities. And change is the only thing that keeps appearing. A change for the good, or the bad, or the unexpected, if only life is scripted. You'll get to know your fate, but that defeats the purpose of living, don't it? It sucks when you know you're going to die in the next hour. It sucks when you know you're going to lose something/someone precious in a few minutes. You feel helpless. You wish time would rewind and let you undo the mishaps. But, no. One blink and one second passed, and time flies, like a balloon flying up to the sky, bursting eventually. What a spectacular way to end it. One burst and it is gone. So depressing yet so exciting. Painless.
It is pretty pointless to sit there and wait for daybreak to await the reaper to take you away. I'm going to do something about it.


I still can't eat my fucking nasi briyani. Sold out everytime. Fuck it. And its not what you think that makes me craving for it. Give me a gun please.
End of story.

Nasi Briyani was sold out when I went to buy.
Damn it.

I am pretty pleased with my results. Except for my physics, which was fucked, and chemistry too, a sudden lack of interest.

I was so sad but I cannot explain myself. Maybe too much things are happening inside my brain.
And I just realised that today was a sucky day so I let myself close my eyes for a moment after I realised that.
Fuck.


I am so gonna buy nasi briyani tomorrow.

I'm sober, finally.
From today onwards, I shall practise To Zanarkand.
I shall learn how to play the full song by the end of this month.
Yay.





I just realise how hard it is to draw a straight line. Oh wait, maybe its just me.

If chekwei had not tag me, I wouldn't be blogging :D. (So, remember to pay me 10cents pleasepleaseplease.) I seriously need the money. Currently trying to save every cent until I die, in order to buy that @#$!@## expensive DVD boxset.
For my 10cents, I shall do this quiz/survey/shameless self trivia :p. Here goes ~ :

01. What Do You Want Most?
I want...a life without fuckers. A carefree and slow paced life.

02. Where Will You Go If Someone Sponsors You A Tour Ticket?
South Korea too! FOR MY COMSSAS!

03. What's Your Favorite Thing(s) To Do?
Penspinning(though I'm not very good at it). Music. Guitar. Spending a lazy afternoon with your family.

04. Do You Think Money Can Buy Happiness?
Yes, to a certain extent. In such a practical world, without money, I doubt anyone can go far. Money can buy happiness, momentarily, but it won't last long.

05. If You Can Have One Dream To Come True,What Would It Be?
To live the life of a rocker.

06. Do You Believe You Can Survive Without Money?
No, though it sounds cruel to me. Without money, you can only beg for food.

07. Who Are You Thinking To Be With Now?
erm. Does a comssa qualify as one? I am thinking of you.

08. What's Love?
Love is ...mentally, spiritually, emotionally being with the person. I wish I knew the real meaning to it.

09. What Do You Dream Of Doing In The Future?
A graphics computer geek working for Blizzard.

10. List Out 3 Good Points About The Person Who Tagged You.
chekwei is :
1. straightforward.
2. helpful.
3. loud.

11. What Makes You Happy?
A simple kiss on my cheek would do.

12. What Type Of Person Do You Hate Most?
A fucking fucker who only knows how to disrupt people's life.
A bitch who is loud and slutty.
The one who snatched my love!

13. Where Do You See Yourself 10 Years Down The Road?
Working feverishly on Diablo 5.

14. At What Age Do You Intend To Get Married?
25~29.

15. Who Would you Kill, If There's No Such Rules Like Murdering?
THE ONE WHO MADE PHYSICS SO IMPORTANT.

16. What I Wish For?
Stop asking me for my wishes.

17. If I Had A Chance To Change your Life, What Would You Want To Change?
Stay in Malaysia and study there. Life here is too hectic sometimes.

18. Do you have a crush now?
Yes.

19. Are You Courageous Enough To Tell A Person That You Like Him/Her?
Nope. Never.

20. If You Were To Die Now, What Would You Say To your Loves Ones?
Stay in my memories forever.

HAPPY14thBIRTHDAYBROTHER