Happy Halloween's!
not that we celebrate it in grandeur over here...ugh I need a costume..

演唱會見喔!

You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.

You are lazy - you dream of a peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life. Your ideal would be to share a permanent base with some person or persons who would be able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security.

Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress.

You are frustrated and stressed. You appreciate the finer things in life but at all times you appear to stay aloof, critical of everything and everyone about you. You will not be carried away by your emotions and you refuse to trust anyone or any situation unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore, you keep a strict and watchful control on your feelings as you must know exactly where you stand at all times. You demand complete sincerity as a protection against your own tendency to be too trusting.

You are being very dogmatic, insisting that there is to be absolutely no equivocation whatsoever about your achievements and accomplishments.

It has been awhile, even blogger changed their homepage layout. I've been using blogger in draft for awhile, just to egoboost myself by checking the stats of pageviews. Man, who am I kidding.

I'm still surviving if you're still wondering.
Nevertheless, I learnt something new these few days: fucking study for my exams, or at least do something about it. The crux of the problem is that, I hate to study not because I am lazy (actually this is partially the problem), not because I lack a goal and motivation, but because I hate to get back sucky results which are not an accurate representation of my effort-time graph. The law of diminishing returns are echoing somewhere behind my mind, though.

I hope this mistake won't be repeated ever again.

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Ever since I was in kindergarten, my mathematics has always been pretty much sucky. In fact, I struggled in maths all the time. Happened while I was in primary school, then secondary school and now.

Probably I lack the resolve to consistently practice my math and mainly because I lack the talent in this particular subject. I'm not a big fan of mathematics too, despite all of its real life application. I prefer words over numbers, anytime, anyday. All my math teachers are nice people, I just don't appreciate the subject much. Maybe I hate the complexities,

And right now, I'm languishing in the abyss of perpetual sucky maths. I don't really wanna give a fuck about maths but I can't imagine the embarrassment of dropping maths to h1. I just can't bear that feeling.