Haven't been blogging for the past week because of the busy school life and schedule. Monday is a free day for mapling, guitar on Tuesday, training on Wednesday, Physics on Thursday, training on Friday and possibly Saturday is either occupied by CCA or CIP too.

Nothing much to say, except that being a reserve totally suck. Not that I'm complaining or what, but sitting around watching a rehearsal and basically doing nothing is practically just a waste of time. So now, going training is seriously just slacking around and awaiting furthur instructions and wasting my life.

So much for being a reserve. So much for the relentless crap that they like to say, about how important reserves are, about how crucial they are, merely a backup. I know its my own fault landing myself in the reserves, and I blame no one. I'm just frustrated as I'm doing nothing at all. Just like walking on the same spot, writing the same word over and over again. N.O.T.H.I.N.G.

Fine, move on with life. School is just fucking sian as I'm trying to make sense what I'm taught. And a physics test on the second week of the term? Goodbye Physics Hello failure.

All of a sudden, I feel like throwing my books and pursue a career in IT. I mean I just can't wait until the moment where I'm through with all tests and tests and get on with my life by making the choice of my career and the course that I'm taking for uni/poly.

I like IT because its sounds and looks interesting. I mean even if the codes or whatever are complicated, as long as the fire of passion burns inside you, you won't even think its troublesome. In comparison, I hate physics -.- as much as I hate mas selamat for messing up the lifes of everyday people by escaping out from the detention center.

Guess its about time I decided on what my future occupation is.

I am blogging in such a late hour is because of one thing. I think Arsenal can forget about their Premier League title. After drawing against Birmingham and Aston Villa, they did the same thing again. The final score this morning Arsenal 0 Wigan 0. Its weird how other teams managed to win their games while Arsenal wasn't able to, again, for the third consecutive time. If this persists, drawing their games instead of winning them, they are handing Man U the title. I can tell Manchester United is going to top the table after their tie against Derby. Arsenal's tie against Wigan isn't easy and it isn't hard too. Wigan is in mid table and I think Arsenal's jinx of unable to pick up points against unfancied opposition is coming back to haunt them. I was so pissed when I heard the whistle being blew. So full of anger and angst.
I'm an Arsenal fan myself and I'm veryvery disappointed. Maybe they can try again next season. Damnit.
Middlesbrough
Chelsea
Liverpool
Man Utd
Reading
Derby
Everton
Sunderland
Things don't look good do they?

Don't mind it if the imeem thing looks untidy. Couldn't figure out a way to make it smaller except to modify the skin which I was lazy to do so. Happy birthday Jackson, WeiKit and SUNGYURI! :P

妳听得到
有谁能比我知道
你的温柔像羽毛
秘密躺在我怀抱
只有你能听得到
还有没有人知道
你的微笑像拥抱
多想藏着你的好
只有我看得到
站在屋顶只对风说
不想被左右
本来讨厌下雨的天空
直到听见有人说爱我
坐在电影院的二楼
看人群走过
怎么那一天的我们
都默默的微笑很久
我想我是太过依赖
在挂电话的刚才
坚持学单纯的小孩
静静看守这份爱
知道不能太依赖
怕你会把我宠坏
你的香味一直徘徊
我舍不得离开

English lessons are kinda fun, to me at least.

It is better than previous lessons as it is more thought-provoking and engaging now. Critical thinking skills are muchly needed as thinking is done almost anytime. Besides that, the lessons are fast paced packed with loads of information and points to note. The information given are usually important as said by the teacher himself, so I am proud to say that I have rekindle my passion to study English again, at least to pass the subject first; that is of the utmost priority. I do not sleep in English lessons anymore as I find it hard to doze off under his loud and engaging voice.

Campcraft competition was held last Saturday. I think the team did quite well. However, there is much room for improvement as one mistake was spotted and I'm afraid that only would kill the team's hopes of getting a top10 finish. As the other units are also strong in a way or another, competition is gonna to be stiff and fierce, as we shall await the results to be revealed on a much later date. No doubt, I personally felt that it would be great if we can pitch for a second time. It is everyone's dream to bring glory to the unit and emulate what the past batch has done. We had put in a lot of effort prior to the competition and we do hope we will get to reap the rewards.

Nevertheless, even we do not go into the finals, I think we should be quite proud with ourselves as we did not screw up too much and we managed to complete all three components. To be able to compete in the competition and complete the components is already an achievement to me, but to be able to get into a top10 finish is a veryvery big bonus.

Hence, I hope for the best for the team. I really wonder how am I gonna spend my Mondays and Thusdays without the usual trainings.