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So I thought joining a (recreational) sports CCA was all about fun and the trainings and the bonding and the teammates and friends. Who knew it would involve shitheads playing around with politics? Come on, sports isn't even close to the kind of politics one would expect from office politics or crap like that.

Oh oh, maybe it is because of all the inflated egos of the people in it, or the lack of it. People who want things to go their own way or people staying afk throughout or people stuck in between and have no idea on what the fuck to do. No idea how to carry on like this.

On the right corner, we have a strong-willed strong headed stubborn contender.
On the left corner, we have another strong-willed strong headed stubborn contender.
Then you have a new challenger who is strongly opinonated outspoken blahblahblah coming in.
What the fuck are they contending for anyway?
Seriously what is the fucking point?

A lesson I took away since secondary school was that, when there are any problems, it is better to confront the problem ASAP instead of avoiding it. If not it'll grow bad like a fucking tumour and then you'll rot we all are gonna rot. But you have people... who do not want to tell do not want to inform rather just keep quiet and complain to other people then expect the other people to go tell the intended target. Beating around the bush much? Might as well catch a red herring and set up a strawman and let them all slide down the fucking slippery slope.

Communication communication dissemination dissemination.
I guess everyone is too selfish everyone is too myopic everyone is too fucked up to realise that EVERYONE HAS A PROBLEM, INCLUDING THEMSELVES.

blahblahblah gossip gossip talk bad of others talk bad of others not yourself
insert more here
and more
and more
and even more
you dont even realise a problem with yourself?
How can you be correct all the time? 

If you seriously want to change others, change yourself first. I wouldn't even take you seriously if you don't do that. Don't expect yourself to be a slave driver and i'll be your minion listening to you blindly.

No, never gonna happen.
tralalala lalalalala so fucking hard to keep calm in these times.
I wonder why the heck I give a flying fuck.
And yeah, take this with a pinch of salt treat this as a joke because tomorrow is the 1st of April.

idiosyncrasy

i hope i'll be able to stand most of them.

pause;

stop pushing it
stop pushing it
stop pushing it
stop pushing it
stop pushing it
stop pushing it
stop pushing it

I will come for you.

as usual,

MUST STAY AWAKE
MUST STAY AWAKE
hmm,
I ought to go shower then.

I hate it when I don't learn from the past and keep repeating this shit.
Damn last minute work.

跳動的世界裡找你的頻率;

One of the few songs that give me goosebumps every time I listen to them:


Sound quality isn't awesome, meh.

***
Time is passing too fast, seriously.

ANS: THE CALLING?

Why do I want to be a dentist so much?

Wise words to live by, stay true.

***
Our eyes connected, in that brief and sudden moment.

It wasn't any particular soul searching moment. It wasn't any special moment. Just the moment that my eyes saw something foreign, someone new.

The next moment, my eyes went in search for the other things that interest me.

It just dawned on me, that I could be any pedestrian in your life but I'm thankful I am not.

Shadow

Living in the shadow of someone else's dream